I have recently decided that college is a ginormous waste of time. why, if i want to work in museums, as i am want to do, do i have to learn about geology? why is this necessary? if someone could explain this to me, i'd be much appreciative. although, as far as i know no one has ever read this blog and that kind of makes me happy. i feel like i can be a total whiny bitch and no one would really care.

so, watching family feud and Al from Home Improvement is the host. how sad. poor al. also, why are people so awful at this show? "The largest animal on Noah's Ark?" "chickens" seriously? did you really just say that? what a sad commentary on our times.

Sarah dessen's new book comes out next week and i am super excited. i love her writing. i almost went to chapel hill just because i wanted to take her creative writing course. my favorite is keeping the moon, followed by the truth about forever. the way she writes dialogue is amazing. and all of her characters are so relatable. well, now that i'm done totally crushing on sarah dessen and her writing skills i suppose i'll change the subject.

i'm regretting going to the college that i attend. i wish i had gone to south carolina like i originally planned. i mean, i'm glad i went here cuz i definitely wouldn't have made it back to see my grandma before she died so that's good. i just feel like i would be happier somewhere else. George Washington is still in my plans though. so, i'll just put in my four-more likely five, if i'm totally honest with myself- and move on from there.

so, it's been roughly forever and a day since i used this damn thing. bladdidy blah blah.

Okay, so i'm not doing so hot at the whole keeping this thing up deal... woops, not like anyone's reading this. anyways, been to work for a week and have finished a book each time. after this summer i am going to be amazingly well read. maybe i should buy war and peace and read that over the next seven weeks. anywho, been wishing i had dated this guy i knew in highschool when i had the chance. let's call him.... fitz. i saw him recently and i keep passing him in my car. it's driving me up the wall. he is so perfect for me and all the time that he was hitting on me and asking me out i thought he was kidding. dated a guy for awhile before school ended. have opportunity to date two different boys now, not sure i want to though. i think i am just too picky. blech, i wish all my old friends were not jackasses.

*comfortable- john mayer
*let's stay together- al green
*when we dance- sting
*i will- the beatles
*maps- the yeah yeah yeahs
*i'll be- edwin mccain
*could not ask for more- edwin mccain
*yellow- coldplay
*save the last dance for me- the drifters
*love song- the cure
*when i'm 64- the beatles
*ice cream- sarah mclachlan
*a girl like you- the troggs
*in your eyes- peter gabriel
*lovely day- bill withers
*for your love- the yardbirds
*the luckiest- ben folds
*wedding song- bob dylan
*nothing at all- alison krauss
*at last- ella fitzgerald
*the look of love- dusty springfield
*i'll stand by you- the pretenders
*don't get me wrong- the pretenders
*maybe i'm amazed- paul mccartney

so here's what i should be doing...
1. studying for my western civ exam
2. studying for my stat exam
3. studying for my rel. studies exam
4. calling my uncle and thanking him for getting me a job this summer
5. studying for my anthropology exam
6. packing my shit up cuz it's almost a-movin' day.

what i am doing instead
...nothing.


yay for being in college.

Lately i've been in the mood to write again. i haven't written in forever, and all of the sudden it's like i can't stop. of COURSE this would happen during finals week... story of my life. i am about to finish my first year of college, i am finally pretty sure about what i want to do for the rest of my life, there is a guy and he is interested in me... life is looking up, why do i feel so blah?

Your dating personality profile: Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously. Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.

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so yeah, that whole thing about being attracted to ones father...totally true. every guy that i have liked in the past like 3 years has been like my dad. this should probably worry me cuz my dad is sort of an alcoholic (i am on my way) and he was unfaithful to my mom.... sweet. ok so my frigid, obnoxious, socially inept roomate totally got kissed tonight. her first kiss (sad, considering she is almost a sophomore in college) so i suppose i shouldn't be jealous. i mean, i am not a fan of the guy, but i miss being kissed. it's been a while since i have kissed anyone and that makes me sad. i love how this "journal" has become me complaining about my lack of boys. ::sigh:: i just wish that i could find someone ya know? isn't that what one is supposed to do when they go to college? just have a lot of fun and find a guy... i'm not looking for mr. right, but a mr. rightnow would be nice.

"please don't make me cry, please don't make me cry, i'm just like you you know, i'm just like you so leave me alone"

i am so unbelievably ready for the summer. so over college. blech, when will i need statistics while i am categorizing different artifacts at the smithsonian? hmm? i hate math, i hate anything that i cannot bs my way through. How does one decide that they want to become a professional wrestler? do people grow up wanting to become professional wrestlers? i suppose they do, i wonder if there are any children wanting to become pro wrestlers that are not in double-wides... wow, i am such a bitch. ::Sigh:: i have no friends on here... i should make some i suppose, thing is i don't know how to go about doing that. join communities i guess. this is mostly for me though, something that my friends don't know about... where i can bitch about my fucking roomate and her social inneptitude and how unbelievably dumb my best guy friend is sometimes. it would be nice to make some friends while i'm doing this too.

"Maybe i will never be, all the things i want to be, but now is not the time to cry, now's the time to find out why. i think you're the same as me, we see things they'll never see. you and i are gonna live forever" -Oasis

Which Harry Potter guy falls in love with you? by Chili
Name/UserName:
House:
Who:	George Weasley
When...	...he sees you playing Quidditch.
How he tells you:	He announces it in the Daily Prophet.
What you do then:	Crash into the next wall.
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Fantastic... George Weasley... my favorite. I so want to know the weasley twins, it makes me sad that they are fictional...:( Also, Conan O'Brien... may i have your babies?

"The shit is bananas; B-A-N-A-N-A-S"

i most definitely have a commitment issue. i never finish anything that i start. makes me worry slightly about my marriage, if i do indeed find a boy who can deal with me for longer than a few months. what i need is a guy who isn't afraid to tell me that i'm being stupid. that i am a daft cow and i should shut my gob. wow, that sounds like i am in search of an abusive relationship...i'm not, honest. i just want someone who is like my best friend. you need that little bit of spark... i need someone who isn't afraid to fight with me. i need someone who will knock me down a notch every once in a while... cuz i can get pretty damn cocky sometimes. preferably someone with dark hair and eyes, and sideburns who will laugh with me and not be afraid to piss me off. ::sigh:: now i'm depressed cuz i'm not too sure that this guy exists. bollucks